November 2008 Archives

I need to set goals.  I have a lot of things I want, both big and small, but I never actually take the time or make the effort to do the things that will get me there.  It's one of the flaws in my personality.  Sometimes I chalk it up as laziness, sometimes fear but the ultimate result is that I often talk a good game but never actually play it.

I have a little over 30 days remaining in a year that has blown by without me making much progress.  It is therefore imperative to me that I finish something, ANYTHING, before the counter rolls over to 2009.  So, in the spirit of getting ready to be more goal oriented, I am going to set a goal.  Its a goal that should be unbelievably silly for me and something that there is absolutely no doubt that I have the ability accomplish.  In fact, the idea of me making a goal of this nature would have been ludicrous to me only a few short years ago.  Things change, priorities changes, and time speeds up which makes activities that were once easy very hard. 

My goal for the final month of December is to finish two of the novels I have started reading this past year.  I have finished an embarrassing few books this year and for me that is almost criminal.  I haven't stopped buying books mind you, (I have 4 brand new books, 2 novels and 2 non-fiction/reference works within reach this very moment) I have just stopped reading.  Sure I pick up a page here and there but the days where I would read a several books a month are long gone.  I am too tired most of the time to read or I spend the precious few free moments in my life doing something else.  It is very possible that my wife has read more than me this year and while I applaud her dedication to the hobby I must also bemoan my own lack of motivation.

The books in question are the following:
 
I am 300+ pages into my second lifetime reading of Stephen King's IT.  I started this in May and it has sat in my truck pretty much since then.  I have picked it up again and it has become my lunch break reading.  When I read I am moving along well but I only seem to actually find time once or twice a week and then only for about 30 minutes.  This is one of King's masterworks and easily one of the top 5 books I have ever read.  I expect getting through this one not too be too much of a problem given the right time and motivation.

The second happens to be another King book called Duma Key.  It is one of his post Dark Tower books and while I am hesitant to stick with King after how he ended that particular series, something about this book has drawn me in.  I am little more than a few chapters into the novel but it feel good so I shall continue. 

Of course this also means I have put aside some other partly started novels to focus on these books.  Robert Jordan's The Path of Daggers has been on deck for a while.  Hard to believe I bought this book when it came out ten years ago.  The story just went into the tank for me and I am struggling to get into it again.  Maybe I have changed and the subject no longer interests me but Jordan's long winded, descriptive prose which I found rich and involving in the earlier books reads like filler to me today and I just can't seem to enjoy my time with his works anymore.  Dune: The Battle of Corrin is also on the to-be-read stack but I may never get around to that one.  The team of Brian Herbert and Kevin J. Anderson do not equal one Frank Herbert.  Their Dune novels lack all the political intruige, deep philosphical ruminations, and metaphorical stiutations that made Dune the classic it has become.  They are more like something you might get out of someone trying to ape the Star Wars universe.

There are others waiting to be read like The God Delusion by Richard Dawkins as well as my long time literary nemisis, Naked Lunch by William S. Burroughs.  I keep starting those books only to put them aside out of frustration, boredom, or the desire for something else.  My mood changes and those books of marginal interest always seem to fall victim.   

Finally, some recent purchases are on deck.  I finally picked up Rand's Atlas Shrugged.  It is high time I have the knowledge necessary to debate the finer points of Randian philosophy since it much resembles my own sensabilities.  I have avoided the novel over the years mostly because of all the pretentious twits I saw reading it throughout my college career.  It always struck me as the type of novel the faux intellectuals read while scoffing at my copy of The Stand.  My recent adventures with the XBOX 360 game Bioshock and my more focused politcal ideals have made me reevaluate my opinion and I hope to dive into it after the first of the year.  As an aside, mention Rand or Atlas Shrugged in your Twitter feed and see what happens...

The other novel I purchased along with Atlas Shrugged was Stranger in a Strange Land by Robert Henlein.  Of all the novels I have mentioned today, that one is the one I am most looking forward to getting into.  It is a classic of Sci-Fi and came highly recommended by someone I trust.  Also, I made a pact with him that says if I read Stranger in a Strange Land then he will read The Talisman by Stephen King and Peter Straub.  How's that for motivation?

Regardless of what occupies my on deck pile today (and I didn't even mention the graphic novels or the non-fiction books I want to get in to) I have a simple goal and one I can meet if I try.  I need to start 2009 with confidence that I can make a goal and reach it so this dry run will be good for me.  Wish Me luck
Fall brings cooler temperatures, fiery colors, and the anticipation of a joyous holiday season.  If you are me, it also brings an annual visit from the "Kick-in-the-Nuts-Elves".  These annoying little creatures plague my existence by perpetuating costly little pranks at the worst moments.  This year is starting off to be a banner year for the elves and I am afraid of what is to come.

Here is just a quick rundown of what is going on these days.

1.  My oven practically caught on fire when the lower heating element shorted out.  Cost to me:  ~$70.00

2.  My dog has both an ear infection and a urinary tract infection which was diagnosed during a routine checkup.  Cost to me: ~$350.00 for veterinary services and medications.

3.  Out of the blue my right wrist begins to hurt.  The pain is intense enough to keep me from using the computer, which is my job, most of the week.  Last night something in my wrist made an audible pop and most of the pain went away.  The hand is still sore but I can use it.  I have an appointment with an orthopedist tomorrow.  Cost to me:  Unknown.

4.  My truck is making a squealing noise went I crank it in the mornings and afternoons.  It goes away once I get to about 2nd gear, but something is obviously wrong.  The belts have been checked and I have been told they are fine.  Right now the likely culprit is the belt tensioner.  Cost to me: Unknown.

We are taking a family vacation soon.  Who knows what will happen then?

Ghosts and Lingerie

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The family wanted to get out of the house Sunday so we took a ride up to Sloss Furnaces. To have a look around.  The location was recently featured on the Travel Channel show Ghost Adventures and has long been thought to be extremely haunted.  While we were there we ran into a least one group of "ghost hunters".  Not sure what they were looking for in the middle of the afternoon, but I hope they found it.  The location is also a very popular photography location and Sunday it lived up to its reputation.  There was a fairly large photo shoot going on of "interesting" subject matter.  Apparently a burlesque show/enthusiast group was shooting in and around the park all afternoon.  My wife was quite diligent in keeping me away from the "shoot" under the guise of "good parenting".  Maybe I'll see those pictures at another time.

Anyway, we wandered the grounds for a while and finally entered one of the tunnels where "sightings" have been reported.

Sloss Furnace

My wife, who has traditionally showed sensitivity to the paranormal, was very uncomfortable in the tunnel and ultimately had to leave.  I will admit that it was dank and gloomy but I saw nothing of any import.  Regardless, I followed the girls out of the tunnel and back into the open air.

Sloss Furnace

The rest of the trip was mostly uneventful and it was a nice day to be outside. Cold, but not uncomfortable with plenty of sunshine. Good day for picture taking. It's a shame I am not better at the process.

Sloss Furnace

Sloss Furnace

Sloss Furnace

Lunch Excursion

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Lion, originally uploaded by Shadowhelm.


I love cool, overcast days. There is just something about a crisp, fall day that makes me want to get out. I decided to go down to the zoo today and see what I could see. The zoo was just about empty and it was like I had the whole park to myself. As I walked into the cat exhibit I saw that the lion was sitting almost right on the glass and snapped this picture. I think maybe he is sad. Probably because he is stuck in a zoo.

Here is his partner.  She doesn't look quite so bored.  Guess maybe she is wearing the daddy pants for the day.


Lioness

Technical Problem Corrected

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If you have tried to leave a comment here since the first of November you might have encountered a problem.  That error is fixed now.  Seems I had some bad permissions on the November archive directory.

The whole reason I am having issues is that I want to post photos directly from my Flickr account here but for some reason that isn't working.  I use .php files in the blog and they require specific (775) permissions to run.  When I publish from the MT interface I have no problems but the Flickr posts show up with 666 permissions and the server will not render the file.  I wish I could solve this problem but the SixApart forums have been exactly zero help.

Oh well, please comment away and let me know you are reading...or not as the case may be.

Swimming Marshmallows

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I ended up at the Georgia Aquarium on Sunday.  Things just worked out that we could stop by for a few hours.  While I liked the aquarium, I don't feel I got a good value for my money.  I think the Tennessee Aquarium in Chattanooga is designed much better, has better traffic flow, and has a better variety of animals.  One thing it doesn't have, however, is whales.

Beluga Whale - Georgia Aquarium


The Beluga Whale was fascinating. You could sense the power in its muscles when it swam. It also looked like one giant marshmallow to me. Maybe I was hungry at the time. A good experience but I believe it is way overpriced at nearly $30.00 a person. Worth the trip but probably not worth a second one.
I missed Carl's birthday yesterday but lucky for me I was experiencing some of this "Pale Blue Dot's" wonder at the Georgia Aquarium at the time.  So, in some way, I was celebrating his memory.

In the spirit of remembering some of America's great leaders and their inspiring words, listen to Mr. Sagan and wonder why can't everyone see things like he did?




Again I ask, what great American will rise up and carry on where Mr. Sagan left off?
A friend posted the following address given in support of Barry Goldwater by future President Ronald Reagan.  Listen to what he talks about and ask yourself when was the last time you heard anyone in our country speak in such a way about such things.  Then ask yourself where have the men of such personal conviction and strength gone.  Finally, ask yourself can Barack Obama be this kind of leader.
 


Destiny has the habit of producing great leaders in times of need and the United States has certainly seen its share.  Men like Washington, Lincoln, Roosevelt, and Reagan responded to the overwhelming challenges set before them and showed their mettle against forces determined to tear the country apart.  Today, over 230 years since striking out on our own as a free and sovereign nation, the United States is faced with what may be its greatest challenge to date.  Through both our own policies and the independent actions of other forces and nations the US is seen as a villain in the world.  Our success has bred contempt and the liberty that so many take for granted is looked upon with resentment and hate in other parts of the world.  Our strength has led to decisions that have cost goodwill while our charity has been accepted without question and also without thanks.  We exist in a world that can't live without us and that power is turning friends into enemies.

It is in the face of these many challenges that America yearns for another great leader.  Someone who can not only unite the country but make a stand in the world.  Our country cries out for a leader who will not apologize for our strength but who will rejoice in the freedom that makes this nation great.  Someone who will tell the tell the world "No, we will not stand back and let oppression rule.  The United States is the beacon of light in the dark.  We are great because our people are great and it is only in a society of liberty, freedom, and self determination that they will continue to be so."

I hope Barack Obama can be another of America's great leaders.  His election is certainly a historic victory for freedom.  The election of Obama to the office of President shows that truly anyone can do anything and become anything in this country.  It shows that we can correct our mistakes and extend freedom to those that had none.  I hope Obama can rise above the hate, the anger, and the fear that seems to dominate this country and find ways to fix the ills we face internally and also stand up against the threats and pressures we face abroad.  I hope Obama can tell the world we will not break, we will not bend, and we will not collapse.  I hope we are in for a change that will see the dawn of a new age of freedom and prosperity in America where its citizens have the opportunity to succed on their own merits and learn from their failures.  I hope President-Elect Obama can make America feel proud about itself in a world that wants the country to be ashamed. 

Today I hope.  I know what I expect but still I hope.

So, what do you think?

*Yes, I know this is very sexist.  The idea was to compare great American Presidents to recent and future leaders.  Since all past holders of the office have been men then it just makes sense for this to be a male oriented post. There have been great women leaders as well, just not President of the US.  I use Margaret Thatcher as an example.  Wish I could say we have had an Iron Lady, but as of yet, we have not.
Poker
*Warning Poker Content Ahead*

If you are not interested in cards or a great story about beating a bully then how about a really cool picture from space?

(Sorry if this is full of typos and mistakes.  I am having a hard time staying awake this morning.  I'll fix them as I find them.)

I won a cash tournament Saturday taking home $70.00.  Aside from maybe the first hand, I played well, stuck to my strategy and stayed calm.  I made a few mistakes and learned a few things but overall it was a good game.  The critical hand for me occured about halfway through the game.  After playing tight and not really winning anything to get excited over I looked down at A 8 diamonds.  A decent hand but one I might fold more often than not.  Conditions were right, however, and I limped in to see the flop.  Honestly things could not have gone any better as the flop came all diamonds giving me the nut flush.  I was in good position to take some value from the hand.  The really helpful part occurred when another player led out a bet and it was called before it got to me.  I had caught some other players on the draw.  By the river the original raiser was pretty sure I had the flush but in order to find out he bet $450.00 and, to my surprise, the third player in the hand called.  I don't remember what happened next but I didn't get an opportunity to get all my chips in on the hand but I ended up winning a major pot and crippling one player.  After that it was a slow chip up the rest of the night until we got heads-up and I was able to come out ahead.  I am not aggressive enough in heads-up and the player I was up against had successfully beat me down in a previous final match so I was happy to finally be able to take him down.  It was a mediocre profit but a huge win for me.  It was a great start to the week.

Now for the better part of the story.

I play in a game just about every Wednesday night.  I have had some success finishing at least 2nd around 5 times.  Up to last night I had won once but had strong showings making the final table more often than not.  Since it is a free game, play is sometimes a little loose.  Everybody wants to see the flop and it took me a little while to adjust to this dynamic.  Last night, was no different.  Well, except for one major wrinkle.  I was moved to the other table from my more comfortable position with people with whom I was familiar.  After the move I found myself sitting to the right of three players I had hardly, if ever, had the chance to play against.  I instantly went into tight mode and began to study the new players.  I quickly found out that that player to my left was very loose aggressive and intent on controlling the action at the table.  He won some early hands and built a chip stack that gave him the ability to bully other players off of whatever they were holding.  He was particularly successful against me because I was playing very tight and not getting good cards.  I noticed how he was playing and that anytime he raised it was 50/50 he had a good hand and probably even more likely he played a lot more junk hands when on the button or in the blinds. 

It also became very clear, very quickly he had no respect for my play.  It was at least an hour or more before I won my first hand.  By that point in the evening I noticed the player on my left consistently raised when I tried to limp in.  I knew what he was doing but I don't think he knew I knew.  Everyone at the table saw how tight I was playing and assumed I would eventually get blinded out of the game.  All of this was an advantage to me as I knew I could change my play at anytime and start stealing some pots.  However, I stuck to my strategy while waiting patiently for the right hand at the right time.  The player to the left got increasingly more confident he could push me around.  I could see it in how he bet when I was in a hand and I could see it on his face.  I folded several more hands to him and won a few others when he was not in the hand.  I was avoiding tangling with him when I could because I knew I would have to push hard at him when I had a big hand.  I won enough to make the final table and it was at that point I changed my game.

Early in the final table I had a "discussion" about a rule with the player to my left.  He showed what he was holding to another player who was out of the hand and as the hand ended I asked to see his hand.  He was hesitant and we started to argue about the rules.  My contention was that if he showed one person at the table he had to show everyone.  I am fairly certain that this is standard tournament rules.  After winning that argument by way of the tournament director the player to my left, referred to as the "villain" from now on, made a few snide comments indicating a general lack of respect for me.  I had already decided that he was the player I wanted most to take down and that just sealed the deal.  I knew I was playing good, solid poker and that I had a really good read on this guy.  The villain, however, was treating me like a fool.  Insulting yes, but also good for me as it gave me an advantage. 

Again, I knew he would ALWAYS raise me when I played a hand and I was just waiting for a nice check/raise opportunity to present itself.  The first opportunity came when I flopped top pair after calling a minimum raise.  I checked and the villain checked behind me.  Interesting.  I expected a raise but since I was not the only one in the pot I only assumed he was worried about the other player.  The turn came and it paired my other hold card.  I knew I was in the lead and put out a pot sized bet.  I had to get some action or I was going to waste the opportunity.  The villain went into the tank (a term for someone stopping play to think about their next play) for a little while.  I was a rock and didn't give off any signals.  He went for chips, twice what I bet, but didn't make the call.  My tight play convinced him I was ahead.  He was right and I still took a decent pot but I wanted more.

The second time came several hands later after I had busted another player and the villain found himself on a shortened stack after his aggressive play cost him against other players.  I was pretty sure he hadn't noticed that I had opened my starting hand requirements since the final table had started and I decided to make a move with 10 7 off suit.  I put in a minimum bet and the villain called as I expected.  The flop came and it was all low cards.  I had a straight draw and I figured I could still be ahead but not enough to bet so I checked.  The villain checked behind me.  That was his mistake.  He should have bet right there, as he had been doing all night, and put me under pressure.  However, since he assumed I was only playing premium hands he probably thought he was still behind.  The turn came a 7 and I checked.  I was absolutely sure I was ahead at this point and I fully expected a bet to come and I was going to raise whatever he put in unless it was an all-in bet.  The raise came and it was the all-in bet.  It was also a stone bluff.  He shoved his entire $1500 stack and I called instantly.  He immediately sighed and said "He trapped me."  Yes.  Yes I did.  All night I was reading this guy right and it was time to get paid for my patient play and diligent study of the player.  Inside I was screaming "I GOT YOU!" but on the outside I was calm.  I expected him to turn over something like J 9 and sure enough that is what he showed.  I flipped over my 10 7 and the river came something that didn't hit anyone and I took down the pot and sent the villain, the former chip leader, to the rail.  

I had spent the entire night cultivating an image and then played against that image at the right time and won.  I planned that play for quite a while and the more disrespect and outright dismissal I got from the villain the more I just stayed quiet and stuck to my game.  It felt good to take him out, especially on a hand he didn't expect me to play. 

The evening ended quickly after that hand.  The next hand I played (I have a hard time remembering hands so assume some artistic license) I looked down and saw the cowboys, pocket kings.  I started hitting good hands at the right time.  I seem to remember I was in the big blind and patiently waited.  We were three handed by then as I had knocked another player out and I was the overwhelming chip leader.  The dealer folded and the player to my right, a good player and nice guy, shoved all his chips to the middle and again I insta-called.  He showed pocket 6s against my Ks.  The kings held up and it was heads-up time.  We played a few hands and I think I folded the small blind once and maybe stole the blinds a couple of times after that.  By then I was the monster chip leader.  The final hand was me in the big blind and the other player limped in.  I looked down to find A 6 off and thought about it for a bit while I listened to the villain from earlier tell people how I only limped preflop (which wasn't true) and decided to shove all my chips into the middle.  I was considering it already but that ridiculous comment help make my decision.  The small blind called and it was suited connectors against my Ace high.  An Ace came on the flop and it but a spade came on the turn with another spade sitting in the first three cards.  This gave the other player a chance to draw to the flush but the final card was not a spade and I won.

After the game other players commented that they never expect me to win.  Of course the ones making these comments hadn't played with me before.  Everyone noticed how the villian was bullying me but what surprised them is that I knew what was going on and I allowed it to happen on small pots that I wouldn't win anyway.  This was probably my best played game ever.  Much more well played than my win the previous Saturday.  Of course I caught cards at the right time which helped but I am still proud of my play.  It is not a strategy that would work every time but in this case it played out perfectly.

I have developed a great passion for this game even if I am not all that good yet.  There are some gaping holes in my game including the important math skills and I have trouble sizing my bets properly.  What I seem to be fairly good at, however, is reading people.  I think that is what has contributed to whatever success I have had since picking up the game back in the summer.  It is obvious to me now that poker involves much more strategy and skill than luck.  My hope is to keep adding to my skill set and get better over time.  As much as I disliked the villain's attitude during the game I am glad I got to play against him because it forced me to elevate my own play to another level.  So, overall a very successful game.  Kind of cool it happened on my birthday as well.

I am playing again on Saturday in a tournament over in the Atlanta area.  I will be at a disadvantage because these will all be new players.  It is another bar game so I hope my experience will help me get the feel of that game before I run out of chips.  I certainly wouldn't mind the trifecta.

We took a short trip to Oak Mountain State Park on Sunday. I miss hiking. I miss it a lot. I don't think I realize this until I am actually out on the trail. It's hard to take the family on trip because Emily just doesn't last long. I don't see it being her "thing". At least not yet. I, however, have been feeling the pull of the trail ever since the weather started turning cool. Fall is my favorite time for outdoor activities and this weekend could not have been more perfect. I certainly wouldn't have minded staying out longer but I am quite pleased I got out at all.

Now is a great time to visit your local State or National Park..

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